I'm an out patient here in Sligo, West Ireland. I've been trying my hardest the past 2 years since my last experience/delusion to take my recovery seriously. Prior to the episode I didn't fully believe I suffered from Schizophrenia for sure as I've experimented with a quite a few substances up to the last time I was hospitalised and believed I may have been misdiagnosed. My doctor before I was transferred to a new team; in my opinion over medicated me and was quite unreasonable. I was 3 stone heavier on my current weight, very dissociated and lacking sufficient care. I'd tell the doctor I can't function properly and the doctor would say it's because I'm doing nothing.
My only escape from harsh reality was to use but that said I had to get off everything if I was going to give it a shot at coming off the medication that was highly unsuited to me. I told the services I was coming off the injection to which they didn't make a huge argument. 10 months passed problem free and when the last of the medication was leaving my system (long half life) shortly after things got a little bit dicy.
One thing lead to another and I remember passing a violin player in town thinking it was a good bye for me. I thought I was so far gone from substance abuse the town was saying good bye and that I was better off. I thought my sister and one of the finest I' was fond of at the time was murdered, that I had brain tumor and other stuff that didn't make too much sense but that I believed at the time and I took an ld50 of my medication because of this. Shortly after been flushed clear of the medication and revived for want of a better word I was hospitalised and committed a few weeks later.
I met a very sound and genuine doctor under a new team named Misam who within two weeks had me stabilized along with the help of the new team and hospital staff. I worked really hard and got up to make my bed while there, exercised and tried my best to get on with everyone there. I think it was around 8 days I stayed there before been discharged.
So with this in mind a lot comes down to the doctors and a lot comes down to the patient taking their recovery seriously but I just feel if somethings not agreeing with someone simply try the alternatives because life is short and I know these things take time but I genuinely think it was worth the delusion to get the sufficient treatment Eoin's team has given me along with all members such as Brian the O.T etc.
"Living with Schizophrenia, Care and Recovery"
About: Sligo/Leitrim Mental Health Services / Sligo Adult Community Mental Health Services Sligo/Leitrim Mental Health Services Sligo Adult Community Mental Health Services
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